Hello. My name is well none of your business. I'm from a small town in Alberta. Today I want to share my story. Maybe it will be therapeutic for me. I'm not sure yet if it will be. I will start with the basics what I like... Yeah I guess this is okay to start with ease you in a little. Pitbulls I own one and he is the best thing in my whole life. If it wasn't for him I'd probably have killed myself already. Once when it was really late at night and I was in the living room crying about life's hardships I heard a noise and looked you from where I was seated with a waterfall down my face and took a deep breath in almost a shocked sound I would say when I say him there staring at me. He had scared the day lights out of me, but what he had done was made me forget all the sad things I was crying about and made me even laugh a little. I would say I have depression but who these days doesn't have it. Change of topic slightly but it will come full circle I promise. There's this new show on tv called childhood ends and it got me really contiplateing somethings. The first thing is why don't we as humans live more harmoniously together I mean we all seem to want the same things happiness. Right, well this one scene where this guy is talking to the overlords he asks him why he's helping the humans and he says he's helping us to help ourselves. He made it so the oil fields every where weren't being touched and instead the piping was used to irrigate water to those who are thirsty and used the ships that are usually used for war and turned them into a fridge and transported all the food that would just be thrown away to those who needed it most. To say that this show is some fantastical utopia of what I with the world was like. Is exactly what I would say it is. So why I'm say this is because I see all the sadness in the world I feel it in my own life physically I am not doing so good. I have five discs in my back that have caused sever pain in my legs and have diminished my muscular function in my leg almost to the point where I can feel all the bones in my leg. It freaks me out but if I knew that someone else was going through this pain and didn't even have food or water which help you cope more than you think it just breaks my heart. I wish I could fix this world and myself but I can't I have to rely on people and the government and I'm lucky I can do that but it doesn't make me any less upset by all the sad things that are happening in the world. Pick up a newspaper you'll know what I mean. I wish I could just hula hoop all my problems away but I can't even do that anymore. Stupid legs. Till next time xoxoxooo I am with you in this journey we call life Share yourself with me! Amen Buddha🤓